Lost

Am I allowed to lose a thing?
Too bad
I've lost many
things, ways, health, freedom, mind

They said
the key to find that thing
is believe
Believe that everything I lose will reappear,
there
and there
magically


But,
which one should I believe?
Magic?
or miracle?

My boggart used to be fear
Now the fear seem lost
There's nothing left

Except an empty box

It said,
"It is good to lose yourself."
"Don't everyone force you to find your mind?"


"Let's get lost to find your mind."

Sumedang, November 2016

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